Friday, 27 April 2012

A small piece of childhood


Growing up as a child in the nineties, I was, rather unknowingly, subjected to acts of behaviour by my peers that I truly believe would, by today’s standards, be considered as none other than racist. These were not isolated events, and I do not assume I was alone in this, but rather, that I found myself in a situation quite ubiquitous where any non-Caucasian child were to be considered.
By myself and also, my peer group, these acts were never until later conceived as being ‘racist’, because the acts had occurred for so long, and often, so subversively, that any ideological alternative (that is, to be free of such queries, accusations and belittling) was, itself, never conceived. An example of this behaviour would be that once, in my youth, I was informed that I was sure to have to marry a near mute (by her own choice- and one she could hardly be blamed for) Indian girl from another class, because our skin tones were the most alike. The other children were all curious- I suppose, and mis- or rather- never informed otherwise by their parents, (and we were failed by the establishments supposed to teach and protect us) because it was taken much for granted that they were at an age, or a destination in life, where such information was necessary or relevant.
These children, and their misdemeanours in relation to others, were all products of a supremely racist society that had tried (often in vain) to hide its feelings. The children were a product of the up-bringing’s of adults- now parents- who, when they were children, were the product of a racist, or otherwise ignorant (which is the true origin) parentage. And so on, and so on, and so it is.

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